Beached out of Age

The trees on this seaside bluff arched like ribs, sheltering an old house that overlooked the North Atlantic. I drove through the rain and my tires slipped and spun through the mud. I eventually made it past the gate and up the long driveway to the house. It seemed much larger in the distance but from the front steps looked like a miniature victorian mansion. From the driveway I could see down the bluff and to the rocky beach below, stretching out into the rain in both directions.  The long lines of rolling waves were interrupted only by a rock just below the house that stretched into the waves.

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Emergent Narrative and Encouraging Emergent Play

Games have two different kinds of narratives: Explicit and Emergent. Explicit Narrative is the story that the game tells to the player, and Emergent Narrative is the story the player creates for themselves as they play the game.

Perhaps the most noticeable game featuring Emergent Play is Minecraft, which sold to Microsoft for 2.5 billion dollars. Since then, Sandbox and Survival games have taken off, generating countless titles, almost all of which are Early Access, only a few of which will ever see completion.

Any time you get your player to say: “I Did ______ in [Insert Game Name]” then you have created Emergent Play [EP].

How do you get your player to put themselves in the place of their avatar? How do you encourage them to make decisions and create their own Narrative?

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Flash Fiction #1 

Broken teeth scraped the inside of my lip. The slivers of calcite bone recently detached from my head caught in my molars and poked my gums. It turns out that it’s hard not to grit your teeth when in stunning pain.

Oh the pain

What fantastic pleasure

What life-giving fucking ecstasy, sending blood pumping past my ears and to the ball of hate in between. The animal in there snarls and bites but I wipe the blood from my lips and get up. I didn’t as much spit a tooth out as I dribbled shattered head-fragments. All the blood I swallowed wasn’t helping the roiling pit just under my ribcage.

But I got back up.

I fucking got back up.

“You want to see how a pacifist fights?” He was fist bumping his friends like he just pinched the ass of a tired waitress. I staggered slightly

“You want more?” He yelled. His neutered jackals laughed as their Mussolini flexed. “Yeah?” He walked back over to me like his dick scraped the floor.

Oh yes please I wanted more. “If you got it in you”

He has a moment of lovely doubt. I think he sees it in me, that whatever pain I’m in now is pale and wrinkled in comparison to what’s left under my fingernails.

Blood, left long enough, passes well for dirt.

I stare him down a second before his sleeve-lacking lackeys egg him on. I smiled as he walked forward: one half menace, the other creatine.

“Come on!” I motion him forward weakly, “let’s get my dick hard”

“Oh, you like this you freak?” His veiny satellites jeered, he laughed. I was back in the schoolyard, standing up for the first time after years of beatings. I wasn’t invulnerable, but I was unconquerable.

I dribbled out another bloody fragment of tooth, “let’s turn this into a hate crime”

And boy, did we.

Three minutes or an hour went by. He only lasted a few more punches before he resorted to kicking me, curled up on the pavement. Truth be told, I think I took the punches better than he did.

But soon they got bored.

They always do.

The entire world became me, my pain, and a night sky that stretched from the roof of one building to another. Stars outnumbered by blinking planes.

Pain shot up my side, blinding me with these new swimming stars rushing down from the sky to fill my eyes. It took a second before I realized: thats what laughing feels like now.

The moment wasn’t lost on me.

This is my revenge against the world. My first and final act of retribution. This is how I get out of bed, this is how I will myself to live. Bloody and beaten, too tired beyond my years with still too little of my life lived.

But I stood the fuck up.

I stood the fuck up, and walked the fuck away.

Staggered.

I staggered the fuck away.


Mapping Interactive Narrative

A few months ago I started working on the Narrative Design for a game called Eons Lost, currently in development by 3 Halves Games. Though Narrative Design was not initially an area of writing I gave much consideration, it ended up taking over my brain, and I want to share with you my methodology in approaching it.


Interactive Narrative is a consistent pattern of Objective and Reward.

The following diagrams are the first element in the methodology I am using to design the narrative of Eons Lost. I started with the basics: How do you organize Interactive Narrative?

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Walküre, Excerpt #3

An excerpt from the journal of Ezekial

Summer, 1934, North Carolina. 

“Well fuck a sheep thats a nice bit of stonework there.” She wiped her forehead with a  gloved hand leaving a granite streak a mile wide, admiring her work. “You got a little something there on your forehead miss” I was trying to be helpful, something I should probably stop doing.

“You call me miss again and I’ll tear you a new anus with a steam-powered masonry drill- And what’s this I conveniently have at my side? What could that possibly be-“

“It’s a masonry drill, no need to belabor the point there.” She put her gloved hands on overalled hips and held her pointed chin high. Ah hell, its been too long and it looks like I’ve gotten rusty. “Sorry miss, I’ll leave you be-“

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Yes, I Write Professionally

Every day I don’t spend Writing or developing a project feels like a waste.

Its been this way for a few years. Time that I have spent, for instance, writing out over 350 pages filling 3 notebooks, writing the better part of 2 plays a pilot and half of a novel. I used to write every single day, Now I’m lucky if I have time to sit and work on my days off.

Its been a theme of my last few months. A constant droning voice gnawing away at what I assume is my mind, telling me in some eldritch tongue that I need to write more to service the elder-gods, or some other nonsense.

Even so, I don’t like to refer to myself as a “Writer”.

The term has too much baggage. Whenever I say, “I Write”, there is an immediate look on someones face. There are always questions.

“Have you written anything I know?”

That would be code for, “Are you published?”. The answer is: Not Yet.

“What do you write?”

A question thats kind of like asking someone what neighborhood they live in when you don’t know the city. I appreciate the interest and will give you the logline, but most of the time its met with the blank look that reminds me how much of a rhetorical question “What I write” usually is.

Words. I write Words.

“But what do you do for a living?”

Starve, mostly. Or, more realistically, I have a job and write when I can.

“Oh that’s lovely”

You can often hear the condescension drip like… Well… Condensation. I hope the inadequacy of that simile illustrates how few fucks I give.

But always it comes down to one essential question that people seem to have: “Do you make a living writing?”

No. I don’t.

Not many people do.

But that doesn’t mean that I don’t write professionally. 

I don’t know if I have enough experience or gravitas to speak eloquently on this matter. After all, it was only 3 years ago that I even began pursuing writing as a career. But it seems if I haven’t gotten paid for writing, there is an expectation that I should say that I am an “Aspiring Writer”.

But I’m not aspiring to anything, I’m working. Its my second and my third job. I am sure that a lot of other “Aspiring Writers” feel exactly the same way.

Why would we do such a disservice to the work we are doing by referring to our writing as anything other than professional?

 

 


A Story That Needs to be Told, Part 1

I’ve struggled with this.

I have Stories I want to tell, Stories I am able to tell, and Stories I want to tell, but can’t. This one falls into the third category.

But to set the stage, you need to watch this…

Legend has it that John Wayne himself had to be physically restrained from dragging her off the stage

In 1973, at the 45th Academy Awards, Marlon Brando won best performance. Instead of accepting the award, he sent up Sacheen Littlefeather to deny his Oscar. This was far from the beginning, and far from the end. But if I am going to start in the middle, it might as well be from here.

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